As is my usual habit here I try to write a poem on my birthday, about the passage of time of growing older, something to commemorate the coming year. This year my poem is really about embracing all the things you've done wrong in your life and realizing that those mistakes allow you to be at the place you are now, for good or for bad. Getting older is merely a state of mind, I certainly don't feel more different today than I did yesterday, age isn't about the passing year, its about the passing of life. One year of opportunity is nothing in comparison to a decade of them. This year for me was about embracing the wrongs of the past, and living to the fullest extent of the future. As always, thanks for reading.
Years have passed that were rough,
Times I've face have sure been tough.
Decisions I've made have been mistakes,
And all the consequences and the breaks,
Don't get any easier with the years,
Or get washed away by shedding tears.
But as this year comes to an end,
The fruits I've sown I can't defend.
All I can say is after all these days,
I know now three hundred sixty five ways,
To make mistakes and fuck up your life,
How not to pay the dues you should tithe.
Or all the other ways I've screwed up then,
Can't even say I'm sorry or defend it when,
My life's a mess from from my poor choice,
Or when my words caress without a voice.
So as this new birthday comes to pass,
I'll view my life from a looking glass.
Reflecting on the many reasons,
I messed up these past four seasons,
One could certainly say without a doubt,
About all the things that life has held without,
There are plenty of reasons to feel sad,
When the older you get starts to turn bad.
And each new birthday fills you with despair,
I want you to look back and compare.
And if you live your life like I do mine,
As the years have passed you can find,
The things in which you've been blessed,
Are more important than why you've obsessed,
About getting on and growing old,
So listen to me and do what you're told.
The zest of life is yours to grasp,
If you just let go of to the fears you clasp.
And live your life like each day is your last,
Cause at the end, it passes by so fast.
Birthdays are not about the passage of time,
But remembering that the joys of life can be sublime.
The habits of life and love you can never shake,
But the world around is yours to take.
End of Line.